uber-ness

2005-10-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

hmm.. two days more till the end of my self-proclaimed promo holidays. not really a holiday though, if i were to count going back to sch for openhouse preps every single day, but oh wells, nothing much to complain about if we want to make it a success i guess :) promos ended on thurs at 1100am in the hall. the teacher repeated and threathened to keep us in the hall for 1/2 hour as we burst into conversation at the moment he said "stop writing!". ahh. i hope my promos will be fine. bio was a sucker, maths and chem did a massacre on the entire student population in vj. hmm. i think i'm quite screwed this time - guess i could kiss byebye to the chance of 'S' papers in the near future. bahh. felt kinda regretful after promos but lo and behold, i was caught up in a whirlwind of activities (yeah, not whirlwind romance kays!) and *plonk* landed myself in a happy state now ;) . accomplished quite a lot of slacker stuff namely - watch corpse bride, learn mahjong then play mahjong from 2am till 6am in class chalet, have plenty of girly talks, listen to lifehouse over and over again, read a couple of lit books with phrases so chim i had to read with a dictionary beside me, watch dvds, play puzzlebubble, chuzzle and texttwist so much that msn games site is now my no. 1 MOST visited site. * takes a sharp intake of breath * yeah. so thts about how i spent my weekend. ( i managed to stay awake for 26 hours w/o sleep - only to fall flat on my face when i got back from class chalet though. :P)

haha.. oh wells, here's a piece of propaganda :)

yeps! catch the breeze people!!! VJC's the place to be on 15th Oct :D !! (with ice-cream, treehouses, performances, beach volleyball and cool bladers to top up the victorian spirit! come come!) ahha. sorry for the lousy stab at advertising, but still, all sec 4's, come on down :DD !!

and to all those taking O's, all the best ! the greatest motivation is from within and keep in mind that when everything seems to be against you, remember that the plane takes off against the wind, not with it. Jia you !

oh.. this is an awfully long post. my apologies, but fret not, you've reached the end :)! haha :D

+ was tht a sign? and even if it was, how do i read it?, how do i intepret it? is it just me ? or is it just another illusion? but it's okay, cos you're a beautiful disaster.

I would fall asleep

Only in hopes of dreaming

That everything would be like is was before

But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting

They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this timeI never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know

A part of me died when I let you go

2005-09-08T21:03:00.000+08:00

my stamina has seriously gone down the drain. i think i know why too. haven't done much these past weeks. my life revolved around four walls since the start of the mugging holidays. either at home ( where i eatsleepslackthenmug ) or at burger king with menny and justine ( where we once again, eattalkmugandeatagain).

bah. my mugging effort hasnt churned out any desirable result so far. i think it's because i spent half my time on distractions like blogging instead of mugging. NONONO!! - thts the irritating panic syndrome gnawing at the insides of my brain now. should be mugging. i repeat. SHOULD BE MUGGING. NOT BLOGGING. the call to start work is so intense, yet the desire to answer it is so weak. whether or not i answer it, now that's a different story :) anyway, i think i'm gonna have to try out the "reverse mentality" technique should this slacking mood continues. bah. " I LIKE TO MUG. MUGGING IS A GREAT PAST TIME. IT'S THE BEST HOBBY EVER CREATED ON EARTH. " - think it's working? i highly doubt so. uh huh.

on a lighter note though, finally, i managed to beat the crap out of the slug monster in me and got down to jog in the evening today. sheesh. i used to be able to jog 10 rounds during my napfa days. now i barely hit 5 rounds and i'm panting like i've just complete some antartica marathon. seriously, i think all those innocent looking slices of mooncakes and chocolate cubes are killing my body cells faster than they can replicate through mitosis. I"VE GOT TO GET BACK IN SHAPE! - uh not as though i had been in shape all these while though. >.<''' hurhur. bah who cares, i think i need those endorphins streaming through my bloodstream more than ever now. its the linchpin to my survival after a day of hitting the books. ugh. the funny thing is, i was singing the school cheers in my head while jogging. kinda uplifting and as uncanny as it sounds, it kinda provided me with a fresh burst of sheer motivation to keep on running. guess i'm becoming more victorian now. maybe one day i'll join the likes of my vj friends who run to de-stress. haha. till then i'm still putting up a valiant fight against the slug monster in me. sometimes i win, sometimes IT wins. oh well, its still a worthwhile effort i suppose.

yay-ness! i'm going to sch to do banner painting tml :) !! least i wont have to be trapped by the same four walls again- i need to get out of the house!! where i can paint under the bright blue sky and hopefully get a nice tan :)

i like posting a long entry once in a while. makes me feel so excited over the prospect of blogger after mia-ing from it for eons. Gavin degraw - Follow Through, is running circles in my head. :) sweetness. till then, take care everyone! and for the threebilliononemillionsixthhundredthousand time, Happy MUGGING. :D

+ this is the start of something new.. don't you agree?

2005-08-14T19:23:00.000+08:00

hey!!

this is for the benefit of mel! he's finally got a blog now! - and a funny url at tht too!!

check it out : http://www.nochiminlogy.blogspot.com

=D heh. enjoy and all the best for the upcoming promos and written report deadline!!

bwah. WR - i'll banish these letters from my dictionary as soon as i can!

cheers ppl!

2005-07-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

First things first.

Mid years are OVER!

FREEDOM- however short-lived it is, before doom, is still sweet. very sweet.

alrighty! here i go again.. updatin this rather inactive and unreactive blog of mine (haha it's ironic that ping's blog has the word "unreactive" in it when it is actually well maintained and updated as frequently as possible.. tee hee =P !) okies... my dreaded mid years are over and i think i'm going to fail or just pass most of my subs this time round...i might predict my grades to be something like "UUUU" U for ungraded which equals a fail or at best maybe a double C and a double D....duh. Worst of all, it makes up to 20 % of my overalls !!! now i regret not hitting the books a week earlier but as cliche as it sounds, it's TOO LATE. bah. Totally screwed GP this time round.. my application question went down the drain... 4 lines for 8 marks- fat hope.
As ridiculous as it sounds, i was smiling all the while i was doing my maths paper despite knowing i was going to fail .. my friend remarked after the paper that he wanted to return to VS where there were 7 storeys - he reasoned that his chances of dying if he jumped were higher as VJ only had 4 storeys. -.-''' haha anyway, lets just keep the faith - what's done cannot be undone anyway. so lets hope for the other form of salvation - lenient marking from teachers to at least scrap through with a pass ...which is, very sad to say, rather impossible.

last resort. cry your hearts out when u receive ur results.

bah//.

gd luck to all having poly term tests next week =D !! Keep persevering alright !!

2005-06-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. Feels weird to be here writing again after my long absence from the blogging world. Loads to catch up on now that the holidays are here. Maybe to start off, i shall confess about my guilty-ness in failing to keep in touch with my friends after the march hols. I'm Sorry !!!!!! haven't really been able to put in much effort to know abt their well-being and whereabouts lately..been too preoccupied with my jc life after the hols - with council, lecture assessments, PW, match supports, match supports and more match supports. Hmm..glad to know that everyone's moving on fine in poly and jc... poly orientation sounds like a lot of fun yeah and i'm very happy that you guys are adapting well to life there !! Remember to take the chance to meet new people, friends and experience lifestyles new to ya !! be open ppl :) !! i bet it'll be very interesting and enriching for all of you! Yet to find a date to make a trip back to bnss to collect my cert...shall find a day to so and get all my buddies back for a get-together with the teachers soon.. ( P/s : ppl!! call me when ur going back okay =) haha !! )

ryte! on a lighter note, shall disclose more about my OBS camp that lasted throughout the week from the 6th till the 10th at pulau ubin !! Truly, I felt that it happened all too fast so much so that i find it difficult to find a starting point for me to exactly begin this so called journal. =) But try i shall and bear with me you shall alright ? haha here's an advanced thanks to all :) !! Hmm, OBS was a inter jc affair this time round - it was a mix of students from Yishun JC and Victoria JC and we were split into watches (aka groups) of 14 to 16 ppl and there were 8 Yjc-ians and 7 Vjc-ians in my group (jia hui, shermaine, ximin, jiaquan, yao wei, tiff, paul, raymond, yong feng, francis, clara, er jian, angela and qiu yi you guys totally rock my socks off ^-^ !!!!) our watch was Sui Sen, supposedly named after a defence minister or something like that but we rather call ourselves swensens ahaha =) and we had an amazing instructor by the name of Daniel who taught us much through his very own unique ways of doing things and by sharing his life principles that definitely got me thinking hard !!

Hmm...would be impossible to write out everything that happened in detail here so i'll just highlight certain stuff and activities that meant a lot to me in one way or another during the course of the camp. The first would definitely be the rock climbing experience - managed to reach the top - the very first for me and also the very first of the many boundaries i broke through during the camp. It was especially significant since i could only do 3 pathethic incline pull ups for NAPFA this year heheh >.< .....i suppose the act of it really got me into the right mentality for the rest of the camp and i'm really thankful for that :) !! The CX expedition was the main highlight of the 5 day camp - we kayak-ed for 7 hours, hiked through the jungle for 5 long hours, rowed boats for 8 hours and slept under the stars for 6 hours in three days. one word to sum the experience up - Priceless !!! wootz ! yep there's nothing i wouldnt give to do the entire thing all over again i guess =) ! just too much memories and lessons gained from it and hopefully i'll be able to cherish all of them in my very own way that i deem fit and best :) !! minus all the mosquito and sandfly bites that are so darn itchy !!!! - i'm scratching even as i'm typing this !! argh ... looks like i'm goona look diseased for some time..sigh...

just realised that after not blogging for such a long time, i've kinda lost my flair for it >.< haha ... now that aside, i wanna say a very very humungously big Thank YOU to everyone in Sui Sen including daniel for making these 5 days such a memorable one for me. You guys will neva fully comprehend the impact and the value that your presence had had on me and i doubt i myself fully understand it on my own too. nevertherless, to put it simply, OBS would never have been what it is without any of you and i thank god for bringing us together on this adventure that is sure to last me through my years ahead ! Thank You people and i wish all of you the very best for your journey ahead !!

" One cannot discover new grounds without first having the courage to lose sight of the shore. "

man, i really loved OBS and i'm really gonna miss it !!!

2005-04-03T15:28:00.000+08:00

"Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes...just be an illusion."

2005-03-25T17:38:00.000+08:00

2 days.
48 hours.
mass dance.
cheering sessions.
VJC World Tour.
150 OGLS & Victorians.

and the one and only

VJ mass dance session at SUNTEC !

back from a very tiring yet satisfiying hectic week of planning and carrying out 02. am v happy to say tht 02 was successful on the whole despite of the slip ups we made in certain matters. the ad-hoc gave their best and the ogls gave their might. am super duper proud of the whole lot of them. only dissappointment was tht some the 1st and 2nd intakers weren't interested in the effort we put in. sorry if we were'nt gd enough for you all but we tried :) !!

am still high from mass dance session at SUNTEC yesterday night. can't describe in words what it did to me... i just noe how happy and proud i am to be a victorian now.

i guess its what you can call eternity encapsulated in tht single moment of pride we shared amongst all victorians at the fountain of wealth yesterday. the music, the dance, the bemused gawks from the tourist and the rj peeps and the love for Victoria as a Victorian. I'll never forget that.

ohh and to remy stones, congrats on the twotwotwo point twotwo :) !! you guys deserved every bit it !! * twotwotwo point twotwo - ours!! ours!!*

Thanks to everyone who made 02 a success with your effort, enthusiasm, laughter and support.. for now i know that I've got The VJ Spirit up in my head, deep in my heart and all over me.

2005-03-18T20:57:00.000+08:00

ryte....holidays were never meant to be holidays were they? well yeah....here's an account of what my supposedly march holidays were....went back to school for pre-camp on saturday, stayed in school from monday to wednesday for elects camp (where we slogged like mad, washed toilets, faced rigorous PT ala milita based camps and literally watched over eggs), spent the entire thursday in school for pre-orientation two preparations and spent half my friday painting the VTV banner ......and * drum roll *....gonna spend the whole saturday which is tml at a workshop in school and finish off my pathetic sunday-last-day-of-the-holidays at home pia-ing my last minute assignments and homeworks. heck. wat an interesting holiday for me. dum dee dee dum ... duh.

guess vj is really a second home for me..wait. make that my first home - i spent more than 10 hours in school every single day.

i'm wasting away precious time !!! ohhh but...

" R-O-C-K-E-R-S !!!!!

we're gonna oopmh ahh

shake you up !

we're gonna oopmh ahh

cool you down !

we're gonna oomph ahh

rock you out !!

GOOOOOO ROCKERS !!!"

and.....one more...just one more...

" we're moving in, moving out

OGLs' lets hear you shout

catch the spirit we create

today's the day we dominate

say it loud, say it proud

OGLs', OGLs'

heyyyyy...........OGLS !!!!!"

proud to be an OGL ROCKER !!!

2005-03-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

heyy !!!!!

it doesn't feel like ages since i've updated my blog coz it really has been longer than ages since i did so....hmmph...life's on the fast track for me now......really glad for my results (except physics ugh!!!) and really happy with jc life now.....upcoming hols are gonna be a hectic week for me....there's elects camp ahead and O2 - orientation two and piles of essays and tutorials to fill my entire pathetic week i guess....shall try to squeeze some precious time out for a get together with my friends somehow i guess...and my aim is to watch spongebob squarepants movie or a series of unfortunate events....a gd dose of comic relief is probably the best therapeutic treatment i can get yet.....speaking of which, i miss xiaoping's laughter haha !!! tht ever contagious laughter that never fails to brighten up my day =D ! hope u're much betta now...results are a thing of the past so don't waste ur time dwelling on it kays !! and the rest of my beloved frens...congrats on ur results too =D !! haha loadsa love to ya all !!

mass dancing is a good way to bond...and an even betta way to slim down huh ?!?
been thinking too much abt certain stuff these days....the feeling's always there...nagging at the back of my head but..... those feelings are just not strong enough to take over everything....the sane part of me still holds on to tht crazy belief tht nature should take its course yet the same insane part of me wants nothing more than to give it a try...to throw it all out and see what comes back.......salvation? .. it might be the one and only remedy i'm yearning for.

i fear its getting too strong, too soon... and i'm insecure.

if u find this entry weird....slap me a high fivve ~ !! guess thoughts and emotions don't go well with words afterall//.......ignore it. shooooo ~

2005-02-26T16:30:00.000+08:00

1 day to the release of results. thts abt all i can say. worried enough, frus my head off enough and so am going to really enjoy myself at JTS later and maybe end up broke by the end of the day :P...ahh but heck...i really need some therapeutic treatment to calm my over-whelmed senses as much as possible. sch's been alot of fun and my class is really getting bonded. seems like such a misery if either of us have to leave becoz of our results. so pray and keep ur faith. may ur hopes and results be what you wanted them to be.... life just seem so uncertain when choices are not within ur means...awww shucks !!!!!!!

release your inhibitions

feel the rain on your skin

no one else can feel it for you

only you can let it in

no one else, no one else

can speak the words on your lips

put yourself in words unspoken

live your life with arms wide open

today is where your book begins

the rest is still unwritten.

take the time to chart what you want written next in your own life book

and live not to regret it but to treasure every single word in it.

2005-02-13T17:09:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.....seems like ages since i've updated this blog of mine :P !!! once again thank you everyone for still dropping by and tagging my MIA blog hahaha and since its V- day tml let me wish u all a very Happy and sweet Valentine's Day !!! may ur day be spent in blissful sweetness and spread the love yeah ppl =D !!

been very busy lately after coming back from my 2-week trip to malaysia... so sorry if i've been a little anti-social the pass cny week...loads of stuff, lectures, tutorials to catch up on ..plus now im running for council and tht is taking a way more time than i expected so phew~! hopefully i can make it through this period yeah ^-^ !! anyway here's a belated happy CNY wish to all ppl out there ! Hope you've collected many many angpows to fill up ur wallet hehe !! one more thing! will be out busking with my class at paragon on the 19th of feb which is this sat so hopefully u guys will drop by and support us yeah !!!

well...nothing more to update...just happy tht i've managed to meet up with my friends the past week and this week after not getting together for what seems like months? and everyone is kinda worried in one way or another about the o's which btw is speculated to be released either on the 22 or on the 28 ! ( keep ur fingers crossed yeah ppl :P !) hmm....well yepz.. till then do take care or urselves and enjoy ur V day tml !!

Ta Ta For Now =) !

If you do what you do

with a will

and a smile

everything that you do

will seem twice as worthwile

And as you walk down the street

life will be twice as sweet

if you happen to smile

at the people you meet.

Spread the L-O-V-E !

2005-01-19T17:44:00.000+08:00

Heyy guys !!!!

to all my beloved friends,

I am sorry for not being online for such a loong time.
I am sorry for not replying all ur taggies in the tag board.
I am sorry for not keeping contact as often as i should with all of you.
I am sorry that i couldn't go for the get -togethers u guys planned.

but most of all....

I'm not sorry that I miss you guys like Mad !!!!!!!!!

yeah//....just felt like i owed everyone an apology for my MIA -antics these past 2 weeks.... am busy with homework and lessons and ccas nowadays.....thought 1st 3 mths are holiday mths but sadly...teachers and lecturers and tutorials are going in full steam.... sch's pretty much fun for now cos my class is is made up of a bunch of very on ppl who loves during mass dances in class during breaks XD ! hahaha homework as usual is tough......chem is madness....econs is kinda boring and diff to understand at first but it's getting better while bio is getting harder....only maths is still manageable....GP is V Fun cos my teacher swears in class (she's real funny !!) and malay is a one teacher to one student affair ( all the top sch students took higher ml and cl u noe !) ryte...enough bout me....wat bout u guys?...having fun with the hols?....hopefully u guys are happy with ya jobs and activities :) !! one more month to go b4 the bomb lands .....so take gd care ppl !! Thanx for always lending me ur support and messages here ! Love ya guys :) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P/s : will be awayfor 2 weeks ....seeya guys on the 3rd of feb !!! :) and a happy early chinese new year !!!

2005-01-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

I'm finally back online after being MIA for the past 4 days !!!! Yepz....it has been tiring and fun and a whole lot of other stuff during my orientation week in vjc since sch re-openend on monday. Haha...have to say sorry to my close frens for not contacting them as often as i should for the past week and so im here to say thank everyone for ur concern and well wishes for my first week in jc :) ! Thanks so Much ! hehee...and now...here's a summary of my past 1st week of life as a jc-ian :P !

3rd jan

Went to sch on bus 31...the journey takes about 35 to 40 mins ( I've learnt the art of sleeping on the bus hehe ) and reached the sch concourse at about 7.25 am to face a huge group of students who were waiting to register themselves...the registration was smooth and efficient although many of us were pretty clueless at the beginning. Umm....i was the only Bedok North-ian there and my skirt was pretty outstanding becos of its maroon colour....so ppl stared and i stared back....and i realized tht majority of the students were from Dunman High, Victoria Boys School, Singapore Chinese Girls School, Tanjong Katong Girls and Anglican High (in short...all the top school smarties !) it was kinda lonely cos i was more or less left alone while the rest had huge grps of frens from primary and secondary schools...but it was only for a short while though... The theme of this year's orientation was "Vollywood 2005" which was a movies-based Hollywood with the H being reverted with a V for VJC . I was placed in the film group named Arrana, supposedly about jungle-themed movies (Tarzan is handsome Tarzan is Strong He's so cute and His hair is long! ...part of my group's cheer :P) yeah and we proceeded with the orientation games and introduction plus the choosing of subject combinations and the day ended at abt 6 for me . Came home utterly tired out with non-stop cheering and clapping and cheering and clapping again that after bathing and dinner i snuggled into bed at 10 !

4th, 5th and 6th Jan

yeah....i think i can lump these 3 days together as it will be ridiculously long to type everything out that happened i think !! well... so here goes !! we started off with a round of talks about CCA scoring system and the introduction to the board of teachers and directors of VJC of which i had been informed by my OGL -orientation grp leaders that their PE HOD is a very very strict and mad man who recently just had triplets (sounds weird...but the principal did mention he was productive in other areas as well... so huh..) and the highlight of the day was the Mass Dances !!!!!!!!!!! umm...to put it simply, mass dances are a like a college identity which all the students learn and dance at special occassions...throughout the year....there's like a total of 6 mass dances in vj and we were taught about 5 of them during the course of the 3 days !! I Lurvee them! Its madness when the whole college reacts to the sudden play of the music every now and then but it was tremendous fun !! its difficult to rmb the sequence of the steps but the seniors did them so well! we also learnt about a dozen vjc cheers man....i reached home with aching legs everyday....and on the last night of orientation, we had a "Voscars Nite" ala Oscars stlye where we put up a role play and watched the councillors dance !! we also had the CCA walkabout (i signed up for medical society and possibly ODAC or the council) and we met our seniors from the same class!! possibly the strangest ever possibility and maybe even never in my wildest dreams would i have ever thought tht i would have Mdm haliza's daughter as my senior from the 04 batch !!!!! i sure was shocked when she told me but heyy she's as cheerful as her mum and i think they both look a lot alike each other ! (it's a small world after all...// :D !)

7th jan

which is todae !!!! we had the yearly Sea Sports Regatta at ECP from 8 am to about 1.30pm ( vj is really near to the beach u noe !) and we played station games such as treasure hunt, tug of war and captain's ball....i even got buried by sand and pushed into the sea by my team mates !! ( sea water dunking is fun !) hahah...went for lunch at parkway and met loadsa bnss ppl there.... later we sat in front of the water feature playing cards in a big grp and i was red - sunburned form the hot shining ball of fire at east coast earlier in the day and even as i'm typing this - i can feel the pain from wrinkling my nose ! (ouch!) i think i have a really bad sunburn....aahhhhhhh!!!! haha i guess this is a best short summary i can gib abt my first week of jc life ! and in case ur wondering why i nebe mentioned anything abt handsome, good looking guys and so on and so forth.........here's a paragraph on it !!!!!! wahahahahaha (hee hee...some of u just know me too well i guess... :P )

right !
and now i have to clear out all the myths and facts and myths and facts that i have or rather we have been hearing all these while !

Myth 1 : VJC has alot of suai ge's
Ans : FACT ! i have nebe seen any school that has nearly one gd lookin dude in every class but i would say that Vj comes close ! there are guys who are model material in terms of looks and physique in vjc man! and the best thing abt tht? They are not a minority.....They are a majority.... my senior class has 3 !! 3 man !!! wooooo!!!! and my orientation grp has a gd lookin OGL too!! he taught me how to dance the "I Want You" danceee !!!!!

Myth 2 : VS boys are snobbish and arrogant
Ans : FALSE ! they are by far ....one of the most polite, outspoken and friendly guys i've ever mixed with....and they are super smart!!!! 8 out of 10 classes in VS offers triple science !! and there's a GEPO in my class (gifted education programme ! he's cute too ! :D)

Myth 3 : JC life is very strict and the ppl are nerdy !
Ans : FALSE ! the ppl in VJ get to wear ankle length socks, dangling earrings of all colours and size, let their hair down cos the classes are air-conditioned and even attend tutorials at will !!! yeah i think they are alot more liberal than most would assume :) ! and vjc-ians are NOT NERDS.....they are a million miles away from being labeled Nerds man.....they are hyper - so much more hyper than the students in bnss and they balance about 3 ccas every week and still display excellent results.......now, tell me...how can u ever say tht they are nerds?

Myth 4 : BGR is everywhere
Ans : FALSE ! suprisingly....my seniors all agreed that BGR is not very common in jc ....its not like wat we presummed all along it seems....ohh but i think i will wait and see...maybe my seniors were just trying tnot to "corrupt" me :P heeeee !

hmmm.....i suppose thts all ....if u guys have any other myths do tell me abt them and i will definitely check it out for u guys !! ^-^ okay. im tired....after typing this whole chunk of stuff out here....thank you for taking time to read all the way till the end which is here. Thanks !

I LURVEEEEE MASS DANCES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I *clap* I want *clapclap* I want you ! * clapclapclap*

2005-01-02T17:00:00.000+08:00

its exactly 5.oo pm now when im writing this entry.... my keyboard is cold from the nonstop downpour since 7.30 am today..... and i've only got one thing to say - WHEN WILL THE RAIN STOP ???????????????????? ....it's ruined all my plans......was supposed to take bus 31 to vjc todae to time the journey and look at my prospective school-to-be....but the rain dashed my hopes.....was supposed to go to the library to borrow a fresh stack of story books to read and cry my eyes out at the sad endings....but that was crossed out by the rain too....hmmm i wonder if excessive whining during the rainy season has any side effects?... for i've been whining abt the rain and the cold-ness (brrrrrr.....) since the morning...... i've contented myself to watching Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban at home and plan to continue doing so tonite with the premier of Ocean Eleven on channel 5....... wahhh.....wat a boring last-day-of-the-holidays for me.....and it seems the weather is agreeing with my mood....gloomy and cold with the ever impending rain !!!!!!!!! bleahz....... i packed my bag for jc this morn and i checked it, checked it again and re-checked it again ......im going mad soon =)...... i think.

2005-01-01T14:02:00.000+08:00

Happy 2005 !!!!!

To start off this possibly long entry, here's wishing all a wonderful and amazing start to the new year as of today !!

right ! Yesterday was the most hyper and blasted ( uh....maybe nt quite the right word but nvm...) day I've had in a long long while..Went for the countdown to 2005 at esplanade first before crossing over to orchard road. Esplanade was kinda solemn...not many people were there to watch the performances maybe because of the on and off rain ....but the atmosphere was incredibly romantic ^-^ !! my bunch of really mad frenz who shared the last day of 2004 with me - ping, su hua, menny, justin, wei leong, guan jie, yong lin, faizal, farhan, fathuddin, faizal's cousin, heri, melvin, shichow, yinhsuan, justine, yinan, jingmin, damian, wee tong, raymond? and zheng wei. (hopefully my memory serves me right cause there's just soo many of them!) and boy, did we have a blast ! (i think the word's more suitable to be used here heee...) as usual, orchard was jam-packed with crazy party-goers hungry to savour the excitement and and fun that the countdown would bring. ( i think i would have been lost if ping didn't hold on to me!) Spray cans were all the rage man.... diff colours of snow-like foam and strings were sprayed mercilessly on the crowd by small kids, bengs, ah peks and teens... It was fun to be part of the moment but i sure do hate those yellow stringy stuff that was sprayed on me....it was so so so so STICKY and it STAINED my bag ! ugh!!! haha....nevertheless, the countdown was indeed an experience !! the guys were very sweet though - they played some sorta funfare games where u throw a ball and try to hit the cans down to win a prize and lo and behold they got me - a crossbreed bear....one with long bunny ears and a bear bear's body hahahaha ( incredulously...it looks cute !) and I gave it a name to suit the occassion - " Happy New Year "...right....its kinda lame but tht name will remind me of the wonderful new year's eve i spent with my frens :) ! and so...Happy New Year got drenched in snow too....and now he smells funny ..hehe no thanx to a stranger who was evil enough to attack an innocent bear !...after the countdown we met up with the pool pro's haha (faizal, farhan they all) and watched them playing till abt 130 am like that ...then we shared a cab home and i reached home at 210 am i think....had a gd bath and collapsed on the bed to have the much needed sleep :D ! i guess i could summarize the whole night's experience with three words - Meaningful and Memorable Fun !!! especially since all of us will be taking new paths next year .....where we may go no one will noe....but i cherish the fact that all of you are part of my life now and thats more than enough to show me how much u guys cared for our friendship !! I absolutely love you guys :) !

and to tht certain someone...believe me when i said you didn't ruin my day =) ... I thank you for the courage that i will neva have and may all the best be with you in 2005 and the many more years to come... :)

right....on a lighter note....there's just ONE 1 SATU YI UNOS pathetic day left to the start of my jc life....uh....im not even half prepared for it....i don't even noe how my sch looks like, where it is, how long the journey will take and worse...I don't know anyone there or going there !!! Friendless and hopeless....i think those two words will make up my first day in jc .... maybe I'm just being paranoid but ahh heck tht....I'm just gonna resolve to being as friendly as i can and just .....just hope everything will turn my way :) ! they say there's nothing better than some postive thinking to kick start ur new year huh?

Happy 2005 dear frenz and thank you for making my life complete with your presence !

" As we go on,

we remember

All the times we had together

And as our lives change, come whatever

We will still be, friends forever "

2004-12-31T13:32:00.000+08:00

*winkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss*

apple gonna eat up the hamster.................................

bye queen******

haha.. queen got a very lame password... i gonna change it to the stupidhamster....
but stupidhamster aren't cute... not like the cute stupid potatoes...

WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so queen.. i am not insulting the cute hamster but the stupid one.. coz u belong to the second one..
haha.. i am being so evil! @#$%^&*()&%@^*#@&

i am having funnnnnnnnnnnnn>>>>>>>>

queen suggested that i shall put my new yr resolution here and vice versa...
so friends of queen.. if u all wan to read queen's ny resolution.. check out my blog.

so here it goes:

keep my drawer and cupboard clean and rubbish-free so that i no need to repack it so many times a yr.
have fun. only abt 3 months left to enjoy.
make everyone feel important.
learn to forgive and forget.
read a lot of storybooks. ( dun ask me why)
always have a positive attitude towards everything i do.no attitude problem.
update my blog, change my template, change my msn nick regularly.
hmm.. treasure friendship.. be it new friends or old old friends.
treasure hamster. wahahaha..
ok.. i am getting out of point.. so the last one is dun get out of point.

New Year's resolutions can be achieved by breaking your goals into smaller parts, simplifying the complex tasks, and successfully completing the new goal one step at a time.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE!!!!

have a rainbow new yr!!!!

for u, queen the lame ham-ham:

I am a rose, you are my thorns,
clutching to me, protecting me.
I am the sun, you are my rays,
helping me to shine and to be all that I can.
I am a lake, you are my water,
filling me with ideas, dreams, and hopes for the future.
I am a tree, you are my leaves,
sharing who and what I amand becoming an important part of my life.
I am a heart, you are my beat,
beating rhythmically to my happiness,my fear, my sadness, my excitement.
I am me and you are with me,
to share all that I am,
to share life, love, and happiness.

haha.. guess I am an apple, you are my hamster, never stop laming and add laughter to my apple tree!

.:::lame apple & lame ham-ham always:::.

2004-12-30T22:01:00.000+08:00

ryte....eye candy like Jesse McCartney is so so so rare.....Feast ur eyes on him =D !!

im floating in a pool of drool....okies....thts rather disgusting but oh well =D i guess its worth it for Jesse McCartney !!!!! * awestruck*

2004-12-29T11:59:00.000+08:00

it seems as though I'm the only wan updating my blog nowadays....can't blame my frenz cos they're working most of the time though i would love to see them updating !! bah...these last few days of freedom has placed boredom on a whole new level....yeah and in case ur wondering...those ppl u see in movies....those really bored and stuck at home kinda kid?....Im one of them!! yeah...tht's why im updating very often hurhur....right... so much so that even wat i update is crap......bleahz. anyway...here's a set of lyrics from the song "Daughters" by John Mayer.....his acoustic version is awesome...so all my girlfriends who are also ppl's daughters, enjoy this song if ya have the chance to hear it =) !

Daughters

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
She's just like a maze
Where all the walls all continually change

I've done all I can
To stand on the steps with my heart in my hand
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me

Fathers be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers, who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters too

Oh you see that skin
It's the same shes been standing in
Since the day she was him walking away
Now she's left
Cleaning up the mess he made

So fathers be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers, who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters too

Boys you can break
You'll find out how much they can take
Boys will be strongAnd boys soilder on
But boys would be gone without warmth for a womans good, good heart

On behalf of every man, looking out for every girl
You are the god, and you are the weight of the world

On behalf of every man, looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of the world

So fathers be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers, who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters too

....no one loves u as much as ur parents =) ....cherish them.

2004-12-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

right.

second post todae.
as u can see I'm very bored at home.
I've only SEVEN 7 s-e-v-e-n Tujuh days left to enjoy before I return to the dreaded uniform.
Friends are working all the way and im rotting all the way.
Ahh BUT at least there's someone rotting with me - ping!
okies.
my boredom isn't cured but I do enjoy ping's company in wat we may now call homified - rotting.
Blah Bleah bleh ugh. God I'm bored !!

2004-12-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

well....

I m s u p e r b o r e d . duhz.

2004-12-24T16:05:00.000+08:00

Happy Christmas to one and all,
May God Bless You through it all.
Be It up or downs or left or rights,
Face the trials and tribulations with all ur might!

Merry Xmas and hopefully u'll get santa to drop by and fulfill all ur wishes !

and to all couples, try stealing a kiss under the mistletoe :P !

P/s : i'm not responsible if u get a slap back instead of a kiss XD !!!

hohohoh......cheers !

2004-12-22T16:02:00.000+08:00

weeeee! I'm back I'm back IMMMMMMM BACKKKKKKKK !!!!! hahahhaa ! yepz people i miss u guys !!! came back to see so many wishes in my tagboard ! can't say enough thank you's to all but i really am so happie to noe that im surrounded by friends like u guys ! Just like what justine said, Im Proud Of you guys !! You guys rock the socks off my feet !!!!!!!!!!!!!! * sends out those imaginary love hearts taught by mr stuart tan during the adam khoo course to each and every one of you :P !* Catch it ! Catch it will ya???

hehehe....trip home was fun ! considering the fact that i only return once in six months, my hometown is still very much the same as it used to be....maybe there's lesser trees, more botak trees along the road, overgown weeds in the garden and more highways zooming over the houses, but that's all. spent most of my time in my grandma's house playing with my cousins and pigging around the foodstuff i missed so much =D ! played all sorts of games with them - the old kampung game of three slippers and a tennis ball ala soft ball, violent street soccer where u end up getting ur leg kicked smack right in the shins and 7 of ur younger cousins just leaves u there groaning in pain while they chase the ball in a desperate bid to score a goal. haha... guess there'e a price to pay for fun too yeah !

then there was my mother's side cousins, most of whom were much older than me...and we met up with my cousin brother who was back from cambridge for the winter break. asked him tons of questions about unversity life there and he said that it was tough.... they basically had no free time for leisurely activities and every at dinner there's three kinds of potatoes for u to choose from - gd news for potato lovers i guess :P ! Their dinner halls are much like those massive ones u see in harry potter movies ( the dinner halls in the harry potter movies are actually Oxford University's dinner halls ! ) and their dorms are 500 years old with carpeted flooring !! sounds incredibly amazing to me....imagine staying in a room that looks straight out from a movie set !! but getting into the university is sure one big headache....cream of the crop as they say....nah but its still far ahead...college life is a bigger and more pressing problem now .... hopefully everything will turn out ryte for me and for all those startin jc soon, including bom ! whahhaha =D ! miss you so.....coming back todae yeah !! make sure u come online and chat with meeeeeeeeee ! haha...okz...i think i wrote enough for todae...and so its ends here. =D

2004-12-17T13:01:00.000+08:00

okays! just like so many of my other frenz....life is filled with constant coughing and sneezing, sniffing and nose-blowing - well, at least for the time being. the medicine is taking effect and i am feeling much betta thank god for that but it makes me constantly drowsy and sleepy !! was supposed to rise early for a morning jog but as usual i overslept and by the time my bro came into my room to shout that " It's already 10 05 am! You wanna find out where ur posted to ryte !! " i realized tht it was 17 dec. The day my jc posting results will be out. and yeah ! i've gotta start counting my blessings as i've been posted to vjc - the jc i've also been wishing for !! once again i think Thank you's are due so here goes- to my frens, my family, my teachers, my school bnss, my seniors, my tuition teacher and even to strangers who wished me well, i am eternally grateful to u guys for believing in me, for sharing my ups and downs and planting my two feet on the ground =) !

next year marks a new beginning for everyone of us...so play hard and work hard...i believe in u guys too =D !! as for now will be heading home tml so wont be online as often as i do and ping, u must miss me okay! or not i will not say that stupid potato face is CUTE bleahxxx....haha and lastly, to all working, work hard, to all slacking, get a job and to all down with flu, recover fast !
have a merry xmas this year *cheers*!

2004-12-14T13:28:00.000+08:00

weeeee......changed my blog skin after so long.....i think its sweet with the snowflakes everywhere....kinda reminds me of christmas =D ..... and im happie with the results !! yeah..think im going down down down with the flu bug......cough here cough there just like tinez....haiz...nvm, we will recover in time for christmas ryte! haha.....anyway...getting very moody nowadays but dun noe why either so wont dwell on it....people around me are changing...tht much i've realized bah...but cant and wont elaborate since i may be the one who's changed and not them ....just looking forward to starting jc and meeting new people and a new way of life. i wanna go on a vacation !!!!!!! duh. i'm mad....must be the expert medicine girl aka ping affecting me with her antibiotics! wahahah....=)

2004-12-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

it's a dedication to the one and only fruit that happily turns sweet sixteen todae.....

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umm rite..not really a dedication....more like a flood-ation hahaha wateva it is, I'm wishing u all the best for this birthday and may all your wishes come true ! Thanks for always being there when i needed you =D !!!!!!! I Loveeee Youuuuuuuuu *spreads lame ash around -ahh choo!-*

2004-12-09T21:10:00.000+08:00

its up its up its up !!! haha yepz jessie the photos are up ! all councillors are free to browse through them @ http://layqueensc04.MyPicGallery.com !!! Peace =D !

2004-11-26T14:28:00.000+08:00

ohhh man....the donut in his cup looks so damn tempting!!

2004-11-22T20:39:00.000+08:00

heheh......just back from a one day "retail therapy" trip to orchard with my mum....my legs are aching and my eyes are all blurry from all that walking and browsing through clothes and dresses and all tht bling bling accessories.....*-* yepz, a whole afternoon spent on looking and looking and i came back with a resolution! yes....seriously i need to lose weight!!! in order to fit into those nice lil' dresses for my cousin sis's wedding, i hafta get a diet plan underway or not i can only dream abaout ever fitting into one!!!!!!!! *ahhhh* haiz, festive seasons have a way to make u feel all guilty and down about not living healthily don't they? anyone lookin for an exercise partner>???...............* man , this is going to be tough!*

time to continue my lil' dedication to my frenz!

To justine, lay teng, jingmin, cherie (aka the thailand group)

the five days spent in ur company in thailand was a refreshing twist to my life. we managed to support each other thru the sights and emotions we saw for the first time. you guys were strong and that motivated me to be strong too. i wanna thank all of you for sharing tht special moment with me and for spreading ur love to all those who needed them badly :) !!!! and yeah lame worm u make sure u keep pursuing ur dreams of being a journalist yeah =P !!!!!!!

qi mei oT

!!!! friend backwards my being for Thanks =P haha its' tough greeting u backwards u noe but i had much fun doing so every morning assembly ....don't know how it started but nebe forgetted it so next time i will always address you qi mei kwa, morning gd! :) p/s next time dun so blur blur ho ~!

To wenshan,

Thanks for being the one i could rely on everytime i needed help and advice. Thank for ur enthusiasm in everything i did or tried to do. thanks for backing me up whne it mattered and Thankx for being there to discuss handsome guys with me always !!!! =P take care !

To wei leong and faizal,

I can't thank u guys enough for everything u both have done for me the past 4 years. From sec 1 to sec 4 u guys were always there, never shying away from all matters i needed advice on and never failing to lend tht much needed hand when problems arise. Thanks for putting up with my nonsense and lameness for as long as u guys knew me. and a million million thanks for being my pillar of strength and i cherish u guys very much so take gd care and keep in contact!!! =)

To shaoting, joyce, shahira, meihui

though we only got closer to each other this year, you guys have been a bunch of rocking frenz!! Shaoting, you have tht limitless energy that makes u endearing to all, joyce, you lourvveee to tease me and i really enjoy ur company but its time for u too be more girlish okay!! :P shahira, you're the loudest and most fun to be with for your humour and gd nature shines through in every aspect! Thanx for understanding me and providing tht listening ear! haha and mei hui aka lame cucumber , you're the latest addition to the lame family and hey, you're really sweet you know! you care so much for the rest and i very glad i have you as a gd fren!!! make sure u take gd care of urself !!!!!!! :)

To all the rest of my beloved frenz,

haha nebe forget u all ahh.....i wanna say THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU GUYS !!!!! yesh...you guys were an important part of my life in bnss and i made loadsa mistakes; some might have been offended and so on..so i just wan to say sorry and thank you again for sharing these wonderful 4 years of my life in singapore !!!

Wherever the paths might take us, just remember u made a difference in my life - however small and insignificant the role you guys played and for that, i really cherish u guys to the bitses!!!! Frenz 4 eva! =D

yeah...finished my dedication and i feel absolutely at peace now haha....wanting to say all these and now i've done it! 3 cheers for me and you and heyyyy a very advanced merry xmas to all!!

2004-11-20T11:07:00.000+08:00

well i'm back! Hahah! yepz, the stressful O's are finally over as of yesterday, for the rest of the comb science frenz, gd luck with ur last paper next week =) ! most papers were "do-able" not at all like the prelims *thank god for that!* and now it's time to relax before worrying over the results...first things first - i wanna say a big thank you to all my frenz who have been so supportive over this 19-day period, Thanks for all your guidance, humour and "lameness" to get us all through this trying O level period together, your encouragement and motivation, and most of all, for the times we spent together throughout the last 2 years! getting kinda sentimental here ...lots of u guys will be flying off soon so i just wanted to say everything i've never said to you all before....

To samina who'll be leaving todae,

WHY MUST YOU FLY OFF SO EARLY!!!!!!! hahhaa i want to spend more time with you !!!! you've been part of my life since sec 1 all the way to sec 4....from 1A where we talked about mrs tan csc, went through class problems, doing all tht IPW stuff , till 4A where we learnt the meaning of lameness and a whole bunch of the exam stress - we have always been together! and yes, i'm goona miss you terribly (with the bollywood influence and advice gone) but i just wanna say Thank You for being everything a fren can be to me. Thank you for accepting me and my flaws and never looking away when i needed help. Thank you, for i know i can count on you to be always there for me- in the past , present and even in the future! so make sure u take gd care of urself, babe!!!! I'm really goona miss ya.

To Angel aka Jelly aka The One

" Yeah I know it hurts, Yeah I know you're scared walking down the road that leads to who knows where. Don't you hang your head don't you give up yet when courage starts to disappear I will be right here. When your world breaks down and the voices tell you turn around. When your dreams give out I will carry you. When the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes. When you're falling behind, I will carry you. "

it's kinda mushy, but i just wanted to let you know I'll be there for you - whenever u need me~ It's a promise!!

there's not much left for me to say angel! you've been the one and will always be the one i cherish throughout my years in bnss. From the first bus trip we took together to all the subsequent ones we shared over the 4 years, there was never a doubt just what a wonderful friend you are! You've looked past my flaws, accepted my harsh comments at times, tolerated my nonsense and ridiculous outbursts in times of frustration and never failed to stick up for me everytime i get bullied. I really don't know how to describe our closeness but if there's one thing you should remember it's - You hold a special place in my heart and I LOVE YOU ANGEL !!! Thank you a million million times and more !

To menny & wina,

Thank you for being the best mummies in the world!!!! Thank you for being the ones to appreciate and share my cheerfulness all the time. Thank you for promoting a love for physics and maths in me bom, no matter how much i hated physics, thank you for your friendship the past four years com ( all the ups and downs and rights and lefts since sec 1) I cherish our friendship very much so make sure u guys don't disappoint ur daughter here ! - men ( ur making in to jc to claim all ur dreams aite! ) and win (don't stop where u are, you can achieve more and in the process find a handsome ang moh! =P) I'm goona miss u guys sooo soo much too!

To the reactive apple (xiaoping) and suhua,

YOU GUYS ROCK MY SOCKS OFF !!!!! i'll never know what brought us closer but whatever it is, i thank god for it. xiaoping, you're the apple of my eye (although abit poisonous) and i want to thank you for sharing with me your cheerfulness, your laughter and even your thoughts. when i'm with you, my day is filled with happiness and sumtimes pain (the massage hurts! =P) but you just somehow manage to blow all the troubles away. maybe it's ur smile, maybe it's ur personality or maybe it's just you. I don't know, but i just don't want it to ever go away coz i really cherish you as a friend. So take gd care my dear lame apple and make sure you keep in contact with me! ( whether or not u make the first move, I wan to be contacted!!!!! :P) and Su hua!! you've taught me loads even if u don't realize it. Your sincerity and genuine-ness are the best assets you share with your friends!! Being friends with ya has made me realize what true friends really are. I don't know why either, but i feel very comfortable talking to you. You fill me with mature advices and thoughts and i admire you for that. I feel so appreciated and loved by both of you in everything that i do and i just wanna say that i'm really gonna miss ya company when we go off in separate ways next year.

I LOVE YOU BOTH TOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks for everything you've done for me =) !!!!!!!

To yenny, jessica, sri, ivan

Thanks for being the bestest bunch of foreign friends i've ever got to know! Thanks a million for being the ones to share the boring mother tongue lessons with ur humour and love for macho guys jess! haha! and thank you for teaching me to draw wonderful anime characters too, Ivan!

I've still a long list to write for people i cherish lots but my entry is getting abit too long so i'll end here and continue in my next entry. If i continue, i think i'll be writing novel ! once again, thank you very much to all who have crossed my path and left me a memory however short or long it may be. I ain't perfect but i just wanted to let you guys know you're cherished!

2004-11-06T11:40:00.000+08:00

STRIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

1. go get all your A's
2. dun fret over the SS,emaths eng and amaths papers that are alreada bygones
3. study religiously (oops maybe the word is routinely?)
4. be a nerd for the next 11 days
5. pray for easy papers >.< '''
6. get enough sleep !!!
7. after the entire thing (i.e on nov 19)
get out, let ur hair loose and party the night away!

After all, we dun get to graduate tht many times at the age of 16 do we? =D !! Bless ya my dear frenz!

2004-08-20T18:08:00.000+08:00

taking a break from the internet soon....so if ya guys miss me tag me and wait for reply or talk to me in sch :P !! MIA MIA MIA seeyaaazzz!!

MIA = missing in action...duhz! (heee heee.... im lame-ing again! ^^)

2004-08-20T17:55:00.000+08:00

hmm 13 days to our first prelim paper yepz. Time's running out real fast so my dearest friends, work hard loh! we have to prove the teachers misconceptions about our class being the worst batch of 4A ever yeah!! kinda feel the stress everywhere nowadays....so much so that our brains are on overdrive now....heheh.....nothing much to say...can see alot of ppl doing wat they hafta do - of which is nothing but studying haiz...but thts a gd sign! responsibility is on the rise....so to my beloved friends, strive for theses last 75 days to o level and emerge a winner ! ppl with promises to me, make sure u fulfill them yeah!! Together, we can score in prelims and O's!!!!!!!!! sounding cheesy with tht national day inspired tagline ahh but who cares.... :P

4a rawkers, rawk tht last and most important mile to O's now! - you guys know its time to!!!!!

All the best my friends!!!!!!! Love ya guys to the bitses!

2004-08-08T18:07:00.000+08:00

hot.......blistering-ly hot !~!~! wateva happened to the weather ?!?

2004-08-06T18:33:00.000+08:00

reached home after lunch with a bunch of frenz in LJS (angel, xinyi , xuan, ping, jingmin and two lamers)......slept for bout 2 hours after reachin home and slacked a couple of hours more.......hmmmm i guess im a little melodramatic today.....kinda thought through many things todae - about myself, my school work, my results, the 'O's, my plans and my future. Yeah, its kinda like a ME DAY - dedicated to my own life and how its gonna be. The most frightening thought that struck me was failing my O's...... sometimes i wonder if im just livin other peoples expectations rather than my own life. Weird. Most of the time we try so hard to be ourselves - THE REAL US...and pride in being able to be nothing but our good ol' self....but are we really being ourselves?....like it or not, many of us are actually tied down to the expectations of people around us....our friends, our family, the society and bla bla.....its a good thing no doubt, for possesing such a quality means you're sensitve to the feeling and needs of others but......where's the line?....and how much is too much?... read an article given by mrs loh the other day that said that some of the most interesting people in life dont even know where they're headed at the age of 40.....WOAH was my reaction.....even at the age of 16 i kinda have plans for wat i wanna be 20 years down the road.....so people at 40 without a goal in life seems to be Lost to me......but as i continued reading, it struck me that maybe they were interesting because they had no worries - no expectations to meet, no honour to uphold and better still, no need for the disappointment after every single failure in their lives. In short, they were truly living their lives to the fullest - taking obstacles, surprises and miracles in their stride and learn to stand up after every fall.....sounds profound ...doubt i can ever truly understand it at all....yeah i noe this is a long long entry but just felt like typing it out so dun worry...im fine..just needed some space to free my thoughts in this trustee blog of mine...

Reminder : For those with "Because Of U" lyrics in hand, dun forget to PRACTISE ~!! ^-^

wat a day! went mad in sch with my beloved class singing the community songs in RED shirts !!

2004-07-23T21:43:00.000+08:00

wahaha.....my uncle sent me this "shit" and i cant stop laughin :P

Subject: SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING

    Memo to all employees:

In order to assure the highest levels of quality work and productivity from employees, it will be our policy to keep all employees well trained through our program of SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING (S.H.I.T).

We are trying to give our employees more S.H.I.T than anyone else. If you feel that you do not receive your share of S.H.I.T on the course, please see your supervisor. You will be immediately placed at the top of the S.H.I.T list and our supervisors are especially skilled at seeing you get all the S.H.I.T you can handle.

Employees who don't take their S.H.I.T will be placed in DEPARTMENTAL EMPLOYEE EVALUATION PROGRAMS (D.E.E.P.S.H.I.T).

Those who fail to take D.E.E.P.S.H.I.T seriously will have to go to EMPLOYEE ATTITUDE TRAINING (E.A.T.S.H.I.T).

Since our supervisors took S.H.I.T before they were promoted, they don't have to do S.H.I.T anymore, and are all full of S.H.I.T already. If you are full of S.H.I.T you may be interested in a job teaching others.

We can add your name to our BASIC UNDERSTANDING G LIST of LEADERS (B.U.L.L.S.H.I.T).

For employees who are intending to pursue a career in management and consulting, we will refer you to the department of MANAGERIAL OPERATIONAL RESEARCH EDUCATION (M.O.R.E.S.H.I.T). This course emphasizes how to manage M.O.R.E.S.H.I.T

If you have further questions, please direct them to our HEAD OF TEACHING, SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING (H.O.T.S.H.I.T).

       Thank you,
        BOSS IN GENERAL, SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING
       (B.I.G.S.H.I.T)

P.S. Now send this S.H.I.T to 5 people who need S.H.I.T in their life, just not the same person who sent you this S.H.I.T. They have already had their fill of S.H.I.T.
Thank you for your time !

      Sincerely,
     The Director Under the Main Bureau of Super High Intensity Training.
     (The D.U.M.B.S.H.I.T).

2004-07-05T18:56:00.000+08:00

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WEE....Help ME !! Ping's PINGITIS potion is a potentially dangerous potion!!! hehehehahahhahhhoohoh HI 10 10 25 !!!!!!! WEEE HOOOOO ~!! Yeah mi loves pingitis mummy!!! wahahahhahaa .

disclaimer : if ya can't handle the lameness, get a copy of THE TOTAL PINGITIS GUIDEBOOK now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

2004-07-05T18:05:00.000+08:00

ice cream + popiah = ???

hahahaha....pingitis mummy (ping!) has introduced a new flavoured ice cream known as the popiah ice cream...derived from my wanting to eat popiah and her obsession with an ice cream quiz !!! ahahhaha.....the quiz results is very true ahhh i agree with you ping! hahahaha summore she threatened me to update or not my blog also become pingitis- active sia :PPpppP bleahx~! oh yeah the equation of ice cream popiah or is it popiah ice cream?...waaa confused liao =.= IS....deng deng deng deng!!
ice cream + popiah = popiah ice cream but we all noe that popiah has chilli so,
popiah ice cream = chilli-ed ice cream and also, chilli is hot so the ice cream would melt... then we have, popiah ice cream = chilli-ed ice cream = liquid ice cream !! in conclusion, liquid ice cream is COOL and thus will soon evaporate into gaseous state.

Hence, in a total coconut shell,

popiah ice cream = chillied ice cream = liquid ice cream = gaseous ice cream !!!

now hows that huh?...the ultimate lamers guide to ICe cream with your authors ping! and queen! hahahahaha

2004 copyright THE TOTAL PINGITIS GUIDEBOOK. All rights reserved! :)

2004-07-02T21:01:00.000+08:00

waa waa.....first week of school is bad bad bad.....so much hw and my MT oral Sucked !!!...tomolo have listening compre and i hafta bang on it now!!! :(....not such a good way of starting school ho.....i can feel the stress mounting liao....its like 4 months to O's and my head feels like its gonna burst any moment.....my sleeping time has so called been shortened and even on days when i sleep early i still feel so TIRED!!!!!.........is this really wat sweet sixteen is all about?>....uhh =.=

2004-06-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

HehEh.....Russia WHO rawk ON!!!!! :P

2004-06-23T21:06:00.000+08:00

hmmm....suppossed to be writing out my entire XSLC camp experience but too long aledi larr.....cannot rememebr all thts happenened...yepz yepz...but oh, i can only say that it was the best camp i attended and to all Russians and WHO members ( vannessa, valentia, zhaolong, marcus, keith, aarohi, racheal, mei jiao, ying chee, qikai, joshua and joshua again)A great big thank you for making the best out of the time we had in XSLC~!!! >> xslc Rawks~!! :) << take good care and may all russians unite~!! live life cool peepz ^-^......and remember that good ol' russian cheer yeah!!

" Russia, russia
The best, the best
Russia, russia
The best, the best
Uh ah ah ah (3x)
One more time!!
Uh ah ah ah (3x)
RUSSIA!!!"

complete with the XSLC act cute smile !! :P cheers!

2004-06-16T18:21:00.000+08:00

hmmm feel like writing my bloggie todae.....

okiez...gonna start from monday 14/6/04....woke up early in the morning and went for the XSLC at the Chinese High School....the journey there about 30 to 45 mins sia....so longgg.....the school is HUGE.....maybe about 6 times our whole school....got fountain and auditorium man....just like a university... and its only a secondary school. Now i noe why ppl wanna go to top schools!! :) .....after registering, we sat in the auditorium for briefing together with so many student leaders from the other schools around singapore...plus students from hong kong, philippines :), malaysia, india and australia....real eye opener~!! we were divided into different countries with different councils and such....my facilitator very funny.... very soft spoken for a guy but the rest of my team-mates all also siao siao wan !! Fun bunch of ppl XP ahha...then continued with a mock Amazing Race in the chinatown area....wah piangz~ run like mad sia.....run here run there to different stations....but FUN LEH.....until when come home tht time then my leg and hand like wan to break....can't move at all...so painful ish!!! overall........my monday was FUN but very TIRING ~~~~~~~! ;P

2004-06-07T18:09:00.000+08:00

back back back from the WhOOping Malaysia Trip ~! Yepz ppl....It was definitely a memorable trip for me~!!!! turned 16th on the last day and so many close friends celebrated it with me in the hotel. Really gotta say that i am VERY VERY touched by what you guys did for me!!! had the most fun this birthday with the cake, the ton( staying up), the huge hamtaro, the cute ham ham slippers, the necklace and the absolutely horrendous sabotage!!!! EEEWWWW never again in my entire life will i look upon a coconut as just a coconut. :P hahaaha nevertheless the trip was Fun with a bus load of lamers ( mainly Justin koh and his "Hai Hao Lar" syndrome together with Wilson and his "onion" syndrome and Lek JIn with his "fartboy" syndrome) and visits to farm after farm after farms. the new resolution??..... O is for onion and OL is for Onion Lamers ~!!! Wink ;) hahahaaha. THts all i haf to say...BUT I'M SURE LOOKIN' FORWARD TO ANOTHER TRIP SOON~~~~!!! Misss ya lamerz LOTS~!!!!! :P

2004-06-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

Malaysia Truly Asia.......hahaha!! Yepz...tommorrow i'll be missin' home for a good 4 days...going back to my hometown for a school fieldtrip :P....hope to have a wonderful time there~!!......just realized that my bag is preety compact....so that means....i should be forgetting something....usually my bag Looks as though it will explode..BUT things are fitting in a tiny bit too well todae.....darn darn....i'm almost sure i'm forgeting something! >__< ....hope not though...Argh anyway if i really do...i'll borrow it from Sam hahaha....she promised a pillow fight at night! WOOooHoOoo!!!! i'm gonna whack her hard~~!! beginning to sound sadistic but nvm..IT'S the HOLIDAYS!!! have been so caught up with my homework and such....that i nearly overlooked tht fact...what not ....especially when E Maths homework is a DAMN 10 SETS OF PAPER 1 and 2s!!!!! 10 setssssssssssss UGH .....the thought of it makes me feel like dumping them all into the recycling bin sheepishly outside school tomolo...Heheh...not a bad idea huh "Mrs Yap asked us to recycle stuff anyway" hahahaha =D okok....i think tht's all....hope everybody has a pleasant Holiday~!!! use the time wisely and i'll blog when i get back on the 5th~!!! :D *Peace OutZ~!*

2004-05-31T21:49:00.000+08:00

a huge sigh of relief now that MT 'O' level is finally over~!! not very confident of it though......a B3 or A2 seems far from reach in my opinion....so praying for the best now~~~~~~~~!!! cross fingers, legs, heart... everything else that can be crossed too!! haha and hope for a miracle! >_< .....hei all peeps going for the 10th SLC convention, PLEASE GO AND CHECK THE SLC WEBSITE!!!! It's a huge event!! i REPEAT >>> HUGE EVENT!!!! go to www.chs.edu.sg and click on the link to SLC....go and get ur indemnity form and participation grouping....and read up on the various countries you have been placed under!! there's gonna be loads of other school students so dun mess up okiez...REMEMBER TO READ UP~!!!!! hmmm i think i stressed enough on that point.... so all the best~! :p

2004-05-28T20:33:00.000+08:00

UpDate time~!!!! Just realized how pathetic my blog is.....only got 3 posts sia...cannot blame also lar this week i have been occupied with so many things....mainly is SLeepiNG ho ho ho.....I have become a self-proclaimed PIG!! ish ish ish ish....maybe its because my red flag is coming.....sianz i just dun wan it to come when i'm in Malaysia .....or not my whole holiday is Ruined~~~~~~~~~!!!! waa waa waa....see i'm getting addicted to repeating my sound effects thrice sia........lame orh>? xP hahaha tht menny *mummy* lar sit beside me 2 days make me so lame! dun angry ahh u also promised me an A1 so must must Work Hard ~!!!! for the rest also must work hard ah~~~ especially ping, su hua and mel ~~~!!! all A's A's and more A's okies~!!!! yeshyeshyesh.....^0^ i am as happy and sleepy as a pig now....dunno why also...this time my results have slackened like mad......can count many many B's and C's but most of all i am terribly dissappointed with my english and malay language.....both subs were the ones i wanted to excel in but instead i flunked!! boo boo....AGGhhhhh but being sad now also no use......so all those who did badly, pick ur ass off da floor, whack it free of dust and Move On :) ! It's high time we got down to some serious studying not moaning yeah~~~~~! ;D

2004-05-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHH .......O level MT is 10 days away!!! so far yet so near.....dunno whether or not i will be able to get my wanted grade........after wat happened to my MT paper in mid year....i really aint betting on it man.......now i think my 3 most hated subjects are Physics, Mother tongue and Chemistry.....-__-'''...mostly sciences bah ...dunno why but i like biology betta than the rest ! haha maybe its becoz im a parrot bah~ thts wat wina always say about me - memorizing chunks of info and throwing them out *Bleargh* hahahahaa this time round didnt do well lo.........now my privileges all gone !!!sianz! time to buck up so ppl........work hard and those who has promises with me WORK DOUBLY HARD OKIES~! winkx winkx (= hahaha gd luck for every exams yoy're gonna take including MT mock tomolo~~!!!

2004-05-16T21:08:00.000+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeee hOOOOO~!!! Can ya believe it ?! I'm back blogging after....dunno how many days or is it months??!! and i can't remember a single thing about my blogging skills! Horrified is a good word...but mostly i think my GB addiction has taken a toll on my blogging skills - No doubt bout that yea? ;P hahaha......kinda weird to be blogging after so long but still misses it a LOT !! yeah......grammatically wrong english, lame jokes and all the non-sensical fun of good clean blog-ey-ing~!!! gonna kiss GB goodbye soon....with the O's coming up and all....nevertheless......ping and all my GB frenz Rock On~!!! see who gets the highest rank okay! :P
P/s: 4A-lamerz it's time to check out the class blog~!!!! hahahah

2004-05-15T17:47:00.000+08:00

hahahha